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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

I've been walking these streets at night...

I am tired. But it's my turn to be here for her. So I stay strong for her. And I stay strong for him. And I stay optimistic for them.

But I am tired. And I can't let them see me this way. Because she was never tired when I needed her. And so many people are too tired to help him. And they will think that their little girl has fallen if I show them what little strength I have right now.

So every morning I wake up, and remind myself that all I need is just a little more patience. Patience is the key to my existence right now. Patience keeps me strong. Patience keeps me sane. Patience keeps me happy. And if I just keep reminding myself to be patient then I know that at the end of it all, she, and he, and they will let me take a nap. And even if I only get a short one, they will be worth it. Because I know that I can't survive right now without her and him and them. So I stay awake for them.

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posted by The Merry Widow at 5:56 PM |

2 Comments:

Commented by Blogger little sister:


Sweetie, I have no idea what that's about (I browsed to previous comments but found no clue...or I'm just clueless but too lazy to stop by the clue store), but I'm thinking about you. Hope you get the rest you need :)

*hugs*
lil sis


April 18, 2006 10:17 PM 
Commented by Anonymous Guy #3:


Listen Kid, I'm sure the thing with the people will turn out in the way in which it does and that the stuff will be whatever in the who. So just do the thing you do and be alright and most importantly - keep your head in some direction that fits the tempo.


April 19, 2006 11:55 AM 

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