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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

With a taste of a poison paradise...

I have a problem. I am addicted. I know it's bad, but I just can't tear myself away and there isn't a rehab program in the world that can help.

And despite what everyone tells me...despite what my intuition says to me...despite the fact that I am convinced that God is speaking to me, through every single one of my friends, saying "GET AWAY NOW...THIS IS NO GOOD FOR YOU," I just can't leave.

I call it optimism.
Everyone else calls it insanity.

posted by The Merry Widow at 10:51 AM |

7 Comments:

Commented by Blogger Big Heavy:


welcome to the club dear widow.


February 28, 2006 1:07 PM 
Commented by Blogger The Recovering Straight Girl:


girlfriend, you're worrying me.


March 01, 2006 1:16 AM 
Commented by Anonymous Guy #3:


Get. the fuck. OUT.

(that's me cussing so you realize the seriousness of the matter.)


March 01, 2006 1:27 AM 
Commented by Blogger Defective Writer:


I've said very little about this because you know I don't exactly win the award for "Smart choices in Life", and often feel it would be hypocritical, but... I agree with Guy #3. It's your life and you can do whatever you damn well please and I will never judge you for that, but it doesn't mean I don't worry. I love you and I don't want to see anyone I love go through half the pain I've been through in the last... oh, what, 8 or 9 years. But then again, some lessons in life must be learned on our own and not avoided... I firmly believe this and it is often why I do as I damn well please in spite of everyone's well meant advice. It is a choice you must make on your own and when you are ready. Which every you make, to stay addicted or not, I'm here.


March 01, 2006 8:09 AM 
Commented by Blogger Pissy Britches:


At least you know you are NUTS.
That is usually the hardest part to figure out.


March 01, 2006 4:23 PM 
Commented by Blogger The Merry Widow:


Done and done. I'm out.


March 02, 2006 9:09 AM 
Commented by Blogger Tuesday Girl:


I hope you get what you need.


March 03, 2006 9:15 AM 

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