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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Sybil has nothing on me

For the past 5 weeks, I have experienced every single emotion that has ever existed EVER.

I went from content to blissful
blissful to ecstatic
ecstaic to fearful
fearful to hopeful
hopeful to confident
confident to scared
scared to excited
excited to trusting
trusting to paranoid
paranoid to psycho
psycho to validated
validated to sad
sad to despair
despair to anger
anger to sorrow
sorrow to anger
anger to hate
hate to wishing death to all who cross my path
wishing death to being indifferent
being indifferent to feeling sorry for myself
feeling sorry for myself to not caring
not caring to getting angry
getting angry to getting pissed
getting pissed to laughing
laughing to once again not caring
not caring to accepting
accepting to being brave
being brave to feeling lonely
feeling lonely to realizing that my life is about to change in the most major way possible.

And January isn't even over yet.

Needless to say, I have a hard time getting a handle on my thoughts in my mind, let alone on "paper."

Blogging will be sporadic for awhile. But as always, I'm sure that I'll be back to my fabulous sense of self eventually. Stay tuned....

posted by The Merry Widow at 4:22 PM |

5 Comments:

Commented by Blogger Tuesday Girl:


Good Luck with whatever you need it for MW.
You know where I am if you need to yell, cry or scream.
I owe you.


January 18, 2006 4:54 PM 
Commented by Blogger The Recovering Straight Girl:


MW, I just want you to know that I feel neglected by my girlfriend (that would be you,) and I may need to move on. All of this time, and no attention makes a sad and cranky RSG. I need the love, do you hear me???

Seriously, I'm glad that you have not fallen off of the face of the earth and are feeling all sorts of emotions, although a rollercoaster of emotions. Take care of you!


January 19, 2006 12:38 AM 
Commented by Blogger Big Heavy:


that made me dizzy!


January 19, 2006 4:36 PM 
Commented by Blogger Sarcastic Journalist:


Dude, you know I have your back. Call me if you need to.


January 21, 2006 11:41 PM 
Commented by Blogger SWF:


Consider it an emotional cleansing. Sometimes you just have to go along for the ride. Hope the next turn on the coaster is a pleasant one.


January 23, 2006 6:41 PM 

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