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    Wednesday, January 18, 2006

    Sybil has nothing on me

    For the past 5 weeks, I have experienced every single emotion that has ever existed EVER.

    I went from content to blissful
    blissful to ecstatic
    ecstaic to fearful
    fearful to hopeful
    hopeful to confident
    confident to scared
    scared to excited
    excited to trusting
    trusting to paranoid
    paranoid to psycho
    psycho to validated
    validated to sad
    sad to despair
    despair to anger
    anger to sorrow
    sorrow to anger
    anger to hate
    hate to wishing death to all who cross my path
    wishing death to being indifferent
    being indifferent to feeling sorry for myself
    feeling sorry for myself to not caring
    not caring to getting angry
    getting angry to getting pissed
    getting pissed to laughing
    laughing to once again not caring
    not caring to accepting
    accepting to being brave
    being brave to feeling lonely
    feeling lonely to realizing that my life is about to change in the most major way possible.

    And January isn't even over yet.

    Needless to say, I have a hard time getting a handle on my thoughts in my mind, let alone on "paper."

    Blogging will be sporadic for awhile. But as always, I'm sure that I'll be back to my fabulous sense of self eventually. Stay tuned....

    posted by The Merry Widow at 4:22 PM |

    5 Comments:

    Commented by Blogger Tuesday Girl:


    Good Luck with whatever you need it for MW.
    You know where I am if you need to yell, cry or scream.
    I owe you.


    January 18, 2006 4:54 PM 
    Commented by Blogger Kathryn:


    MW, I just want you to know that I feel neglected by my girlfriend (that would be you,) and I may need to move on. All of this time, and no attention makes a sad and cranky RSG. I need the love, do you hear me???

    Seriously, I'm glad that you have not fallen off of the face of the earth and are feeling all sorts of emotions, although a rollercoaster of emotions. Take care of you!


    January 19, 2006 12:38 AM 
    Commented by Blogger Big Heavy:


    that made me dizzy!


    January 19, 2006 4:36 PM 
    Commented by Blogger S:


    Dude, you know I have your back. Call me if you need to.


    January 21, 2006 11:41 PM 
    Commented by Blogger Dirty Martini Girl:


    Consider it an emotional cleansing. Sometimes you just have to go along for the ride. Hope the next turn on the coaster is a pleasant one.


    January 23, 2006 6:41 PM 

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