What do you do when someone you love hurts you?
Do you scream? Do you cry? Do you punch the wall? Vent to a friend? Go for a drive? Blog?
Do you say hurtful things? Or do you hold it all in?
I am prone to saying hurtful things. If not to your face, then definitely behind your back. But it will usually be to your face. And then some more behind your back.
But today I held it in. I held it in because I wanted to think that this person didn't really mean what they said to me. I wanted to think that this person only said these things to me out of their own pain.
But it still hurt me.
And today, for the first time in a long time, I wished that my husband was here to hug me and make it all better.
I usually do just fine, all on my own. I've been strong. I've been independent. And I've even learned how to lean on my friends, every so often, whenever I lose my balance.
But I could really go for just one DJ hug right now. A good tight one to carry me over for another 3 years or so.
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